Having him as my man for 17 days
still felt being loved till now
He is the best man that I ever had
The best man that god arranged for me
Thanks god for arranging us for each other
Thanks god for arranging all the experience that we had before we met, that makes what we are now
which we appreciate each other so much
Can’t wait to see him in 27 days time
Though his lost would cost his tears
Am always here to wipe your tears and kiss your pain away
I love you hubby!
The moment I let go
He didn’t know how much courage I need to let him in
He didn’t know how much pain when he refuse to bring me to doctor
He didn’t know how hurt is that where he rather to let me touch his phone instead of bring me home
He didn’t know how much he hurts me
He didn’t know how much he hurt me when he left me alone for everything
He didn’t know how pain is that for waiting an unknown answer
He didn’t know how scary is that to leave me alone in d dark with a lot of nightmare
He didn’t know what I’ve gone thru to drop his babies
He didn’t know the feeling of insecurities
He didn’t know how it feels when you know nothing about your the other half
He didn’t know how pain is that when u realized ur partner don’t even willing to spend a single cent on yourself
He didn’t know how it feels when u need someone the most, the someone don’t even border to read or replies ur MSG and u were seeing this last seen time keep updating but not a single word being sent to u
He can’t feel me when I m crying for his acts to me
He blame me for my childish n not understanding when I have been tolerate for a yr
He just did not appreciate me
He just did not think that I worth his time his care his concern and his love
I am tired with this
I gave up
I don’t want to live in tears anymore
Kept hoping for miracle
Kept having faith that he love me more than I can imagine
What am I doing here
The one who asked for break kept crying in the bed
Cried for the stress or cried for the lost love
The bastard that does not appreciate me
What else I am expecting ?
He just will not come to u in ur expected way
Wake up…
Please let ur self smile as u deserve!
Step forward and u find it alright!
Can I stop crying
Sitting alone makes me keep thinking about him
Listening song makes me down
I kept crying
Non stop…
Can’t stop myself from thinking about this bastard
Can’t stop myself from missing him
When can I let go…
I m the one who block him from everything
Yet still hoping him to get thru it and reach me using his way
Did he ?
He don’t border to !
我下了封杀令
Block了他所有的户口
他发不了信息进来了
我什么都看不见了
心死了
痛怕了
手累了
抓不紧了
无力了
我哭足了四天
足足四个24小时
我哭得眼睛痛了痒了
你心疼过了没有
如果你找到一个女人
可以忍受这种拍拖方式
麻烦你让我知道
我佩服她 也瞧不起她
因为我也瞧不起我自己
节庆一个人
生日一个人
旅行也一个人
睡觉也一个人
我只需要一个让我靠的肩膀
你给不了
可不可以让我好好找一个
原来我那么在乎你
原来就算我自己仅剩130,
我也会把100给你
30 留给自己
原来我可以那么大爱
原来你已经变得那么重要
我又开始怀疑
我究竟是你的谁
我说的话都是多余的
我的担心都是无谓的
我的难过都是自找的
我就是不体贴的情人
我就是不识相的女友
我的泪水是自己忧郁来的
我的寂寞也是自己说的
我的孤独又是谁给的
都是自找的
活该的
最近诸事不顺
人开始累了
是考验的开始吗
我快崩溃了
永远活在崩溃边缘
哭完了还是得继续
没事的
会过去的
一刻的幸福
我究竟是用了多少天的难过换来的
你可以永远对我不闻不问
但我活在恐惧的当下
你也不会加以理会
不会安慰
你究竟有多爱我
我从来不知道
生日一天天逼近
我刻意说不回去了
你除了哦
就没别的反应了吗？
你知道我是故意的
那你为什么就是不肯哄哄我
是厌倦了吧
还是你从来就不在乎
不爱我 那你可不可以放我自由
我不想每天等待
每天失望难过
我真的很怕这种生活
♥†Gεmιиιεvε†♥™-ιи-℗αᶊᵻ 